i feel so sad about my result, esp ET, bec i can sing during class but just that i m always too nervous when the exam comes and i can never overcome this fear. MIDI was bad too, bec i have been slacking alot for it, and only till sem 2 then i realise wat i have learn so far in sem 1's work. LOL
but i expected too, because i always last min and alot of the time wasnt really paying attention during class. plus i already lose out alot of things like the music basic, e talent, (cant be compare at all), to all my classmates, everyone of them have their own talent and i really dono wat i m gd at :( really lousy.
everyone, esp those 01 ppl, have already start planing and working on their yr2 projects and so, while i m still slacking at home everyday now, and haven even start a thing on my song, also haven do MUST, and i really dono wat i m going to do when sch start, and everything will be in a mess and will be start rushing like mad again. plus this time, we r going to do a song on our own, so we cant rely on our grop mates or so, and have to be independent, and i realise that i dono lots of things abt e recording, and even simple stuffs, and how m i going to do it on my own next sem!

alot of time i have been thinking y i choose DAMT, and i shldnt even come into this course, because i m not gd enough, i know nothing and wat's e big deal that i learn be4 piano last time when i was young, once u stop for yrs, u forget and u cant play now.it needs time n lots of practice. despite that, it is still not gd enough if u know how to play an instrument, DMAT course require u to know alot, keep contact with diff variety of music, diff styles, genres, and ur creativity, babes and jimmy jap say be4 once, "if u have the music talent, means u have, if u don have, u can never force to have."
i feel so lousy of myself, i cant play any instrument well, worried abt next yr performance module too. every time i know that i must work hard and tell myself to work hard but after awhile, i will start to slack again. :(

but i still wan to thank all my friends who have help me through this yr, esp my close friends, if there wasnt u guys always there for me,help and give me encouragement and support, i can never make it through.

so from now, i can not slack anymore, i have to start planing my time, make use of the previous holiday left, to learn and improve on my music theory and others. i have to work hard because no matter how hard other people can help me for the time being, when it comes to e final, i still have to depend on my own to work. i do not wan to disappoint my parents, alt they didnt give me any pressure and didnt say anything after knowing my result.
although my father keep telling me not to worry, u don need to compare with other people, but to urself is enough, its ok that u know nothing now, but going to sch is to let u learn and its never to late to learn, but all depend on u.

i must work hard now, because i don wan to waste other people's effort n time, and esp my yrs in poly and my life, not achieving anything.
if u have the passion, is gd, but not gd enough, u still have to face the reality where u cant be compare with others and u cant make it thro, BUT, as long as u work hard, i believe there will be a day for u to success.

21Feb

is the fifteen day of CNY, also known as 元宵節, this yr, the main 燈會 was held in 台南. However, every other part of Taiwan also have it's own 燈會 decoration.

台南 2008
Taipei 2008

除了觀 賞花燈 , 還有放天燈活動, u can write all the wishes on it and let it fly to the sky, as a blessing. i always wanted to go and try, but didnt have the chance.

so this CNY in Taiwan was different and fun, get to experience many different things, the cultures, different ways of celebrating when I was in SG, the atmosphere and feelings are different too.

And surprisingly, I received quite a lot of angpao this yr! hahax! Don’t know is because that I didn’t come back to Taiwan for CNY for too many yrs already or everyone are just so generous this yr! hahax some of my relatives even give me a special big one, just for me! Hahax! And even my cousins who are not married, give me angpao too, they said because they are earning $ that’s y they give me! Hahax! That makes me dear brother so jealous after knowing. Hahax… but being a nice sister, I told him that I will share some of the $ with him then. Hahax

And during this CNY period, everyday at anytime, can hear people 放 鞭炮, my mum said that it’s the tradition, and it’s allowed. I remembered once, I was so lucky to see firework while I was on the way home too. Hahax.

23 Feb

I was awaked early in the morning by my father, to replace my mum because she cant go to their singing class. The class was all the old forks, all at the age of 50 or 60, I think my parents are considered those young students already. Hahax. The class is opened for the old forks to give them more activities to do during their free time.

The teacher teach them how to pronounce properly, start from the ㄅ ㄆ ㄇ ㄈ and keep emphasis strongly on the ㄈ (4 聲), and it sounds exactly like the short form of the f guy that I don like. LOL.

The teacher teach them how to sing line by line and all of them will repeat after her, all the old forks are just like little children too, hahahax so cute when all of them sing tgt.

The song they are learning is sung by 伍 佰 and the teacher told them to sing in a little rock and 台客 way, so my father purposely sings it using 台湾 国語, hahax and it so funny. And this reminds me Ear training class, but just that they are learning how to sing those real songs.

And OMG! I realize that I know a lot a lot of Chinese oldies, where many other young people at my age wont know! LOLx! All this are influenced by my father lolx!

Sun, 17 Feb
went to 淡 水 with 1 of my aunt and her daughter. take train to the final stop and reach there around 130pm. There are so many people, and out from the station, first saw e 2 big donut shops, mister DONUT and DUNKIN' DONUT, open just opposite each other, and both e shops are crowed with ppl too. if i m e buyer, i also dono which shop to go to. lolx.

Went to 淡 水 老 街 and start to eat all the 小 吃,
ate alot of different kind of food and some of the most famous food there.
we ate 炸 蝦 捲, 碳 烤 臭 豆 腐, 炸香菇, 烤 鳥 蛋 ,阿 給 , 鐵 蛋, 淡 水 fishball, 酸 梅 湯, and had this giant tall icecream which cost $20TW only too! so bad didnt got e chance to take pic, otherwise will be amazed by it.

we walk, eat, shop aro at the same time, went to visit , understand the history and so.

Guanyinshan (picture)
Real, but cant really c very clearly.






after that, back to the other side of the 老 街, we shop and eat the way back again. Try some of the free food, drink along the way too.
eat till so full and have been walking the whole day, but it was fun.
the feeling of this time was different from the time i last went to 淡 水, because i get to know more things, try new food, and know lots of great places that i didnt know last time, and looking at those children playing those childhood games, brings back many of my childhood memories too! but disappointedly that didnt manage to take the ship to the opposite side, 八 里, bec the queue was really far too many many ppl alr, never once this many ppl be4, so my aunt ask me next time never come to 淡 水 on weekends, to squese everything with people.

so now, i have a better knowledge of 淡 水 alr, so next time when grace and all come on march, i can sure be a better tour guide to bring u all around and have fun! :)

i feel so stupid of myself, my behaviour, my emotions last nit.
i don't no y i feel so bad, so sad suddenly, i think bec e news were shocking so lots of emotions suddenly came over, lots of mix feelings, dishearted, to some ppl and e environment.
i think im too easily affected, especially come to this kind of problem, bec i been hurt once, n i hate e feelings.
but after thinking, i feel so silly of my behaviour, n feel so embarrassed and bad to trouble him, letting him to hear me saying those things that i also dono wat i m talking abt alr too, letting him to c me in such states n situation. sry, i think im really helpless ystd that y i wan to find someone who understand me n i can talk to n let me release all my stress.
n u r always e one who came to help me, console me.
i really dono shld say thank u or sry to u, but i really appreciated all :)
but after releasing all e stress out, i feel so gd, n finally n calm myself to think.
n after thinking, i have decided not to let all those unhappy things to discourage me, n there are nothing that i cant solve!
i shall be strong n stay cheerful n happy each day now!
n from now, only happy memorable memories r recored here in my blog!
cheers! :)

--> went to "TASTY西堤牛排" http://www.tasty.com.tw/menu.htm
to eat ystd with my dad, granduncle, and 1 of my father's friend and her son. surprisingly, there are vegetarian food in e restaurant bec both my dad n e aunt are vegetarian. e food are so nice and e whole set meal contains a total of 8dishes, (appetizer, antipasto, salad, soup, main, sorbet, desert, drinks) and only charge 499 TW, plus addition 10% service charge, but after all, it is still so cheap. e steak i ordered itself are so big alr, and u can never find this kind of quality food in SG, every dish are so 精緻 and delicious, e service are gd too. n i eat till so full! HAHAx
to grace n others: next month u all come taiwan, i treat u all go eat k! xD

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

情人節(Valentine's Day)：２月１４日

　　西元３世紀時，古羅馬有一位暴君叫Claudius。為避免已婚男子 不願離家當兵，發布了一道禁止結婚的法令，但善良的教士Saint Valentine依舊違背皇帝旨意，秘密為青年人舉行婚禮。他因此遭到監禁，並於西元２７３年２月１４日死在獄中。後人為了紀念他偉大的情操，將他殉難 這天訂為「Valentine's Day」，後來便成為世人耳熟能詳的情人節。

　　在西洋傳統裡年輕人是Valentine's Day的主角，他們在這個節日裡鄭重其事地為戀人選擇禮物、鮮花，以表達自己的愛慕之情。在美國，華崙亭日不僅是年輕人的節日，親人朋友間也可以互送小禮 物，以表達感情、增進友誼。許多商家都特別出售裝飾成心形的巧克力糖、系著緞帶的紅玫瑰，以及鬱金香花束等禮品，而各式各樣的情人卡片更令人眼花撩亂。對 許多亞洲女子而言，這一天顯得格外重要，因為儘管文化上較為傳統保守，社會價值觀一般已普遍接受女孩子在這天主動向心儀的對象示好。

情人節為何要送巧克力呢??

巧克力的背後是有一些神秘的力量。有一些報導曾經指出，巧克力對女生有致命的吸引力 -- 是女生最酷嗜的食物中的排名第一。此外，巧克力不僅含有大麻類分子會令人感覺快樂，還含有苯乙胺醇 (phenylethylamine)分子會模仿戀愛時的腦部化學，因為戀愛時腦部的苯乙胺醇(phenylethylamine)分子會增加。

hahahx that's y i love chocolate! HAHAX
n it delights my day! :)

been very busy this few days, lots of things happen till i cant rem all. hahax

firstly, it has been a super cold CNY, freezing, raining everyday, temp at 8 or 10 degree only. but i like e feeling of when i talk, there is white smoke coming out from e mouth, hahahx...very fun bec that gives me e winter feelings. hahahx

went to quite a few places, visited some of my relatives that yrs not met, but some of them, i cant rem at all. hahahx...

-->met my eldest uncle on e reunion dinner, we didnt c each other for at least 5yrs alr, but first thing he say to me was, "wah, mei mei, now so tall n diff alr! hmm, yup, c u more n more, now become mature n grow up alr, not like last time young, naughty, always bully ur bro" then i was like huh? thinking am i? where got always bully my bro! lolx! n keep telling me that my bro is really a nice, caring person, with kind heart. lolx,
but honestly, indeed, i also know that he is really a great bro, n always care for me first.
even now as we grow up, my bro and i are getting better and better each day.
last time, alot of my friends saw my bro and i go out tgt, thought that he is my BF, hahahx...lolx bec i think he is so dark n i m so fair. hahahx... but now, if u take a closer look, we actually do look alike. lol








(last time) (now)





-->went to 1 of my uncle's friends house, some where near e mountain, for hot spring e other day. wahahah, alt e weather is very cold, but e hot spring is dam nice! :)

-->went to visit 1 of my father's fengshui teacher, who gives me my name!
His house is so far, somewhere near mountain top too. but his house is so big, and the atmosphere there is great, the air is so fresh and the scenery is so beautiful. No wonder they choose to stay there to have their retire life.
(their own 櫻 花 tree! )


--> went to 深 坑 e other day with my parents and 1 of my granduncle, who came from 澳门, e most famous food there is tofu, hahahx, so try alot of diff kind of tofu dishes, like e smelly tofu, e spicy tofu steamboat, n bbq one, etc, hahahx...

--> ystd nit, my dad bought us to a pub, hmm, not really a pub, can say a musical restaurant, named "EZ 5". it has a live band, then got 3 diff singers take turns to sing for 45 mins each.
e first singer was quite alrit, she sing most of e english songs, e 2nd singer was e best i feel, hahahx... he is really gd at singing. he is also very funny and knows how to bring up e atmosphere. he is also a singer who knows how to write his own songs and lyrics n even got his own album. n he claims that he sings 背叛 better then yang 忠偉 & 蕭敬 . hahahx n at first he still wan to go to take part in e PK section of 星 光 大 道 lolx hahahx... but in e end 1 of e judges tell him no need la, that y he never go, lolx hahahx... he boast alot abt himself, but he is indeed a gd singer, but just he didnt have e gd chance and come out at e wrong timing. as for e last singer, he is a 厡 住 名, (cant find e correct word), so he has a very strong voice n power so sing. n he remix alot of song, n sing it differently.
so overall, e experience is great n fun, but e only thing i dont like abt e place is ppl keep smoking, make my whole body smell of smoke after coming out from e place. LOLx otherwise, e music n e live band is great.
hahahx... cant believe that my father actually bring me to this kind of place too. hahahx...





lastly, i wan to wish a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to PEIYUN!
love u always :)

TAKE CARE ALL MY LOVELY FRIENDS! and i really hope that i m able to go online in taiwan and will keep in touch with u all soon! drop by to send me a msg or anything that u wan to say, and i will try to reply asap. MISS U ALL. love, chunhui :)

SAT
went to sch in the morning for SPSE main comm meeting and do some clubhouse cleaning. Surprisingly, im chosen to be the next membership secretary, peiyun- public relation, samantha- violin sectional leader, and lastly, Vick- vice president! hahahx...half of the main comm are us, hahahx DMAT ROX! so i believe that we can sure work well together :)

after taking my late lunch, i fall alsp when i m suppose to help to throw away the unwanted sofa, etc in my house with my bro& cousin. hahax... but still, they both manage to get ride all of them.

and i finally finish making this for michelle and tanu, hahahx... actually wanted to pass it to tanu 2nit, but we couldn't got e chance to meet, so sad bec that means that i will have to wait till i come bk from taiwan then can pass it to them and return those things that i borrow from michelle.


finally, i pack my room and all my stuffs that i need to bring bk to taiwan. while packing, i found many previous childhood memories, even have those letters that last time my primary sch mates wrote to me after i came to SG to study. The latest letter stop when i was in sec 1, i guess. but now, i have lost contact with them and so many yrs have passed.
Hope everything has been fine to them and those memories will be keep forever in my heart still.
i also found a diary that i used during sec 4, which is written in chinese bec this weekly diary bk is requested by my chinese teacher, part of our sch work. However, it is like a mini communication bk between my teacher and i bec i share lots of my life story, experience, even problems with her in the bk, and she encourage, help me alot alot. (honestly speaking, i know she like me all the long, bec she has been my chinese teacher since sec 1 to 4, and im her rep so i know she is being biased to me sometimes, hahahx...but she show care and concern to all of us, bec we have only 17 ppl in the HCL class. hahahx... she has high expectation on me, and really do teach me alot alot.
so im really greatful to her and really appreciated all her efforts and care& concern. :)

so now, im off to bed bec i got to get up early tmrl to go to the airport, so to all my lovely friends, sry that i couldn't meet all of u be4 i go bk, im really really going to miss all of u, will miss out lots of fun, but still, cya in taiwan during march! take care and have fun during the holidays! cheers xD

went to sentosa 2day! wahahx... i overslpt, so in end everyone have to wait 4me after their lunch,hahahx...im so sry...but im really lack of slp and dono y just cant wake up on time this few day. hahahx...
anyway, after i reach vivo, meet them at the sentosa express train there and we take the train and off to sentosa!
the weather is very nice, just that e sun is not big enough to grace & joel. hahax.
we play vollley ball, caption's ball etc, go walk and play in the water.it is nice walking in the water!
after that, we play cards and we play until keep shouting bec we are just too excited. hahax...
and finally we left around 5+ bec grace need to leave.
anyway, it was very fun and we enjoyed ourself alot.
and we took alot of photos too, but most of them r just grace, nonstop talking herself and full of her unglam pic. wahahahx.
so let e pic continue the story then.


















the end :]

wahahahx...sam is so smart!!! hahahax... and the best man! bec she help me to change the blogskin, settle the problem and all this! woho! hahax...but she insist on putting "dun be so blur" and "take sam to taiwan" there on my wishing list. wahahax... where got ppl put that as e wishing list one lolx. (be4 that still got kick his ass, lolx then still bluff me that its alr there lolx hahahx) but anyway, THANKS SAM!!!!! LOVE U! :]