im going to china tmrl!
not going there to play, but to go there to 掃墓 again! (my grandfather's grandfather's) (so far away rit! ) but only my mum side will do this kind of things nowadays.

so asked to accompany my mum to go since i didnt go before china & im in holiday and the air ticket is free, paid by 1 of my granduncle! LOLX!
kind of know the schedule of the trip so not much excitement,
1 day to 掃墓, another day to visit temple where another my granduncle donated $ to build, smt like that, then 2 days on flight, 1 day free, so basically that is it.
plus now im having the monthly thing, super bad condition to travel around,
so i really hope that i will be fine, no food poisoning or watsoever too.
and disappointingly, i couldnt find any camera, so there will be any pictures taken during the trip too! (even more boring!)

the weather in taiwan suddenly decrease to 15degree ystd night, SO COLD!
where few days back its still so hot that i even change to short sleeve at home,
but now, i am like hiding in my thick blanket typing this.
so hope the weather in china will be good and don rain too!

shall update after im bk then.

haven been updating, cos im feeling lazy to. hahahx.
every time if i manage to on the computer or internet,
the most i will do, is just check mails and do little update,
but feels so lazy to update on my own blog. hahahx

anw, went to few places to 掃墓the other day, woke up super early and take long long journey,
going round the mountain,
to many different places, and prayed,
and its really tiring.

and went to my grandma house the other day and saw this kind of tree/flower call, 木棉花,
the flower is like orange, red, alittle yellow kind,
its my first time seeing it (at such time and in taiwan) and it's so nice when u see alot on the street! (:
but too bad i didnt have camera or handphone with me the other day,
so went to online to search the picture to share with u all reading it.




btw, im happy with my result,
cos i improve alot alot compare to last year,
(although compare to others, its like their normal grade, but to me, its my improvement alr!)
although there are module that i wish or hope to get A, only B+, but its ok
as my overall improve and im very thankful.
so thank u all the people, all my friends, classmates,
who have helped me, and worked hard together, THANK U!

going to try to maintain this grade or improve better in yr 3! (:

and i must here to thank my dear PEIYUN MUSHROOM! (((:
really really sweet and nice to receive ur mail! (:
TAOHUI LOVES MUSHROOM TOO! (:

its only the first day back to taiwan and i already feel like going back to SG alr.
even before i come back to taiwan, already started quarreling(or should say i felt very annoyed) with mum with small little things,
on the TAXI to the airport,
reached the airport etc...
dont feel like mentioning here again.
but the worst day started in the morning.
awake by mum in the early morning,
asking me to give her my passport and a passport photo,
then i told her that its inside my bag,
then dono y she keep continue calling and soon turn into shouting non stop to ask me to take and give it to her.
i didnt even get to slp at all last nit with her,
so was super tired, i donoy she just cant go take herself since she knows where isit also.
so soon, everything turn into a quarreling,
and i was really piss and get up to take it for her.
but after that worst part started,
she just continued to scold me for no reason,
blah blahhhh...
that i really annoyed
so i said back while i walked back into the room very softly,
but maybe she heard or watsoever,
she came into the room and started scolding,
and it just turned into a shouting
and she really almost slapped me for talking back to her.
but i didnt even say anything or do anything wrong,
i only said that i wasnt that happy to come back to taiwan alone too! ):

so its really horrible,
she really almost wack me
but its just that she had to answer call and go downstairs,
i felt really bad and sad that my tears keep dropping on its own,
im really sad to a max,
super pissed,
and dislike being alone here,
with hp,
no connection,
NO FRIENDS,
NO COMPANY,
with NOT even my rooms ready to use,
no where to go,
i felt really lonely here and sad that i really feel very very sad,
for such a long time.
i miss U, miss the company, miss staying in the comfort SG. ):

i can only hide in my dad's blanket to try to stop crying and fall back to slp,
i really dont feel like waking up,
cos i will have to see, hear my mum's nagging non stop again
and its then i hear my house door bell,
my dad is back!
my dad came into the room and huged me,
and i really miss him,
miss him lots,
but i have to control my tears and emotions.
i had to get up,
i don feel like comapny my mum to go out,
or i really dont feel like answering her at all. ):
but there are times that when my dad ignore her,
although i dislike hearing her nagging and saying all the things too,
but i still have to atleast company her,
otherwise my family will just break any time as i experienced. ): (haix, family prob that is hard to explain)

and i still have to put on a smile when i go to the hospital,
seeing all the reatives,
can only stand there, doing nothing. ):
its just a such horrible day that i have yet i cant find anyone for the little company. ):
i really dono wat is going to happen and how am i going to survive in my stay here.

i miss my 8 ban lovely friends,
miss hanging out with them,
i miss u GSLT!
and i miss SN now ):

forget to mention about SB ADD that my cousin went to.
its really amazing and funny when my cousin told me that he won the Mr prince and the most outstanding or outrageous hair award that night. HAHAHX.

i was really laughing whenever i see his photos of the attire he wore that day.

when he and his friends first discussing about what they going to wear to the ADD, my cousin, ricky, already wanted and got the idea of buying airflow and wearing it. hahahx.
and who knows he really found it just few days before the ADD and decide to wear that.

here is the picture of him
(MR Prince and Ms Princess)
i just cant help it to laugh at him also, but he is just so cute and funny!
and like that MC say, he look like a little boy! hahahx
although the MC keep suaning him, but eventually when the voting start, surprisingly most of the gals voted for him! WAHAHAH.
really power man him! hahahx. as he say he dont even noe all the gals, he only know 3 of the gals from his class lol.
so he was like famous in that night! so many gals came and asked to take pictures with him and he won all those thin or those dressed up super formal guys lol. hahahx.
and its only after the ADD, he told me that he was sitting with the MIT guys that went as he knew that they bluff their courses when he asked them lol.
and after i told ferz and WL then they know that ricky is my cousin!

feel kinna of wasted! i should have went there, sure have lots of laughter and fun, hahahx
make me really wanna go for the MIT this yr, but too bad i cant go as i will be back to taiwan alr. wat a waste! so perhaps, if therer is chance next yr, i shall go then. hahahx.

met sam, grace& peiyun at bugis for dinner just now too.
and on the way to bugis, i met my far away cousin on the bus! and 1 of my sec sch friends at bugis station! wah, so coincidental lol.

after that have dinner and hear lots of funny storied from sam about her INDIA trip. hahahx.
laughed alot and there was really INCREDIABLE! hahhax.
walking together with cows, camels on the road and see them crossing the streets, hahah.
i think its really MEMORABLE for sam that once in a life time its enough already. hahax.

days are just passing so fast that i almost cant rem what i have been doing alr too.