2days ago my room light burst and make the whole house circuit down!
i came home and on my room light, then it starts to blink and next moment it BOOM! a loud BURST and soon the burning smell came out too! its so strong and smelly that it affect the whole house, the whole circuit too!
but mostly the main switches, so only my living room light is not affected and the tv power is not, the rest are, so everywhere else is dark! and its too late to call any technician to come too, so the only thing my bro say is "OK, now everyone GO SLEEP THEN!" lolx! cos i cant do anything too!
but watch tv, where there isnt any nice show too! so i watched a disgusting and scary movie at HBO, something so near to SAW! in e middle of the nit, alone at my living room! lox!
till i really cant tahan the tiredness,,
but my room is full of the burning smell when i tried to open up all e windows alr, and blow the smell out, but its kept inside so long that almost 2 or 3 hours later, when i really cant take it to sleep, i spray perfume to overtake the smell and i die off on my bed. hhahx, luckily i didnt die in smelling too much carbon in e nit then. hahax
and supposedly the technician should come in the next day, BUT, he didnt! he make me waited for him the whole day at home doing nothing too! other then then sleeping and watching tv lolx!
and its only till at night when my cousin came home and he asked me the question: "so there isnt light still? so means we have to bath in the dark 2nit already?" then i realised that its already so late at nit again and ya! i have to bath in the dark!
i wanted to close my room door and half close my toilet door at the beginning, since my room will be lock and nobody can see anything, but i realise that if i closed my room door, everything will become even darker! so i ended up closing the toilet door still and bath in total darkness!
its ok, cos im familiar with all the things i put as its my toilet and lucky there isnt any insect or watsoever suddenly come in appear if not i wont know and would just scream! hahahx!
but i guess once is enough, and i really pity those blind people and how they survive in the world without seeing anything! its so scary! its the fear that they have to face everyday!
so we better treasure what we have now cos we are such fortunate people!
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had our 8ban gathering and dinner to have a celebration for vick's birthday on tue nit!
and we get him an ipod nano!!! (: and a small slice of HELLO KITTY CAKE! hahahx
time is passing so fast and this is the 3rd year we all celebrating his bday tgt!
but lets hope that we will be able to do this every year still after we graduate!
our dear POLAR BEAR is going to be 19 already in just few days and i hope that everything will be better for u and may all ur wishes come true! and our friendship last forever too! (:
with lots lots of LOVE!!! (((:
and finally with the new hair cut vick on his friday concert at SCH, a suit! but look like WAITER! but the most handsome or cutest WAITER then! hahahx! ((:
will upload the rest of the photos at fb soon then! (:
i lose my passion and my spirit at the very beginning of the year 3, when decided to do such song for my POD! how? ):
i felt super demonized, by just hearing songs this few days and the same question keep appear in my head that "WHY DID I CHOOSE SUCH TOPIC or genre or SUCH SONG to do!" it sounded so OLD! nobody wanted to listen to some OLD version kind of song and will appreciate it! ))):
i cant do a nice string arrangement even just for the intro, yet there isnt anything exciting part in the song/ rhythm or super touching feeling in the lyrics! HOW HOW HOW! ))))))))):
hearing some of the past year graduated DMATEr's work, i felt mine was far far below the standard,
it felt worst then my previous song last year.
i haven even do anything now, only got the lyrics out and the main melody? which i force to sing out of the lyrics and this is going to be my POD! OHMY! argggg!
and there isnt any lecturer left now that can understand chinese lyrics better except for 1! but how to ask!
i wanted to do a touching song but how? it don seems to turn out any now
and now everything is on the stupid cover song that im stuck with no much progress 2 weeks ago! ))):
HOW!!! ): i need to really sit down to think deeply about this and really good advise now.
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i just realised that 2day is 13 june!
so its exactly a month to MY BIRTHDAY!
OMG! e feeling is like excited yet not really,
cos that means its my last month for BEING A TEEN! OMG!
time is passing so so fast man!
how i wish that it can stop now and im forever 19!
i don wan to turn to 20 so fast!
i want to enjoy the fun, carefree being a young teen still!
as time past, and grow older, means more responsibility and many more! ):
and i really hope and wish to have a party to celebrate my birthday this year, although its just 20, but i dono where will i be next year, so i really want a celebration.
but seeing our situation, it's e time where our assig are due and its on a monday! & parents not here in SG with me again ): , etc,
and there isnt any place that i can have function room or bbq pit that i can have a small mini gathering too, so most probably i can give up of this thought already too ):
and the hope of mostly every year's wish are already gone and don think it will happen makes me alittle disappointed in seeing my birthday coming too.
every year there is disappointment,
not cos i asked for any big present, but without being requested for anything, also disappointed me already so i think i will never get what i want for my birthday present too! ):
so i think i will just treasure my precious time now for being a teen! hahahx
before i turn into an young adult!
and don bother buying make up stuffs for me cos i received a full set of it on my 18 bday, and up till now, i didnt even use them. hahax, even when i attend specially occasion too, so it will be a waste on me for things like that.
and i really hope that our POD due and presentation will be after 3 aug,
so that i can fly to INDON to attend my cousin's wedding! cos he belong to 1 of my closer one!& i really want to attend together with e rest.
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im suppose to be in bed sleeping, but i think i went to sleep too early after my dinner, so really keep waking up & thus decided to use com for awhile be4 i fall bk to sleep then. 1st week of school holiday finish alr.
time past even faster when u are busy too.
cos everyday is like going bk to sch too ):
there were actually alot of things that i wanted to blog about, lots of feelings that i need to find a place to release out, really. but i am kind of stuck here when i begin to post.
school assig & e work load is so heavy that i almost cant breath.
suppose to finish recording my 3 recorded instruments for arranging this week, but lots of unsuccessfulness, but next week slots are totally full too,
so i now only can wait to the last week to re-record everything again! ):
and i haven even start on POD too! everything is going hair wire, out of my plan and i really hate myself for choosing such a difficult song for cover song too! ):
no matter how strong a person,
there will be a time for her to break down.
the look of strong is just a cover,
i wish i have that somebody there for me too.
e need of comfort and company that i need at times is enough already.
people are selfish during typically times too!
its e reality even they were ur good friends.
how i wish im more talented and good,
that i can do things myself instead of asking people for help.
although everything is really hard,
but its just e process,
i believe i will be strong and able to pull through till i graduate.
cos i won leave regret & let both myself and parents down too!
lastly, im glad that i still have some lovely friends,
that can let me forget everything about sch work, all e unhappiness too.
i think they were e ones that i treasure more now
cos they dont friend u cos u have benefit to them or not, but purely friendship.
thank u my dear tanu, michelle & of cos my dearest dy for making smile after talking to u all.
thank u for ur jiayou! only just saw it on my ipod.
although i donoy
&sad that y we cant still atlest be friend now
when we cant be lover.
so i think i won disturb u anymore from now already
best wish to u then!
