i feel so stupid of myself, my behaviour, my emotions last nit.
i don't no y i feel so bad, so sad suddenly, i think bec e news were shocking so lots of emotions suddenly came over, lots of mix feelings, dishearted, to some ppl and e environment.
i think im too easily affected, especially come to this kind of problem, bec i been hurt once, n i hate e feelings.
but after thinking, i feel so silly of my behaviour, n feel so embarrassed and bad to trouble him, letting him to hear me saying those things that i also dono wat i m talking abt alr too, letting him to c me in such states n situation. sry, i think im really helpless ystd that y i wan to find someone who understand me n i can talk to n let me release all my stress.
n u r always e one who came to help me, console me.
i really dono shld say thank u or sry to u, but i really appreciated all :)
but after releasing all e stress out, i feel so gd, n finally n calm myself to think.
n after thinking, i have decided not to let all those unhappy things to discourage me, n there are nothing that i cant solve!
i shall be strong n stay cheerful n happy each day now!
n from now, only happy memorable memories r recored here in my blog!
cheers! :)