i feel like crying! there are lots of feelings going through my mind.
i hate it!

i dono what i have done, that everyone seems to know something about me, cos whenever they saw me, they will give that kind of expressions & happily started to talk among themselves, but when i ask them what is e matter, they dont wan to say. LOL, its annoying!

and many things have changed, im like losing contact with xxx, and somethimes when we happen to c or meet each other, we didnt even say hi, ohman, i dono y, but cos x's face always so black, so i don dare to approach plus i dono what to talk abt too. but i think this are mainly my fault that caused it, and i shld have spoke to xxx eariler but i thought things have finally over, and there is new beginning, so we r still friends rit?

lastly, i feel that im losing contact& away from all e SMIT stuffs alr, donoy, but maybe because i have lose...thaty. but smt i just wish to run away, avoid all those things too.
Y couldn't i just be like last yr, dono anything, happily enjoy everything. haiz :(