im so disappointed at myself! i feel so lousy at myself at this course, without knowing anything and cant do anything too. i feel like im just dragging& a burden to them sometimes, i no they r always there to help me and never fail, but seeing everyone progressing and improving and im still so far behind. im stress with all the things, and i wan to improve myself and im trying to my best to work hard too,but i think that wasnt enough at all cos im just far far too behind and this kind of hardwork is not even enough for a average student and how can a weak student like me survive.
LOL, ystd when yr2 joanne talk to me online, saying she feels like dropping out, although i keep encourage her not to have this thought and all, but deep in my heart, i got this idea too, im really stress by all this too,n if they were to interview all e ppl be4 letting them entering into DMAT course, i m sure that i will definitely be out and can never come in. if im continue to be like this this yr, i sure will going to suffer n die when it comes to e third yr, and i really cant image e days to come :(
n i just cried when we were practice singing e song 2day, dono y is all those feeling that make me cry or just e song too, but e tears just keep flowing out my eyes. lolx haiz...
but thanks to U,u & U, those who r there for me, who listen, console, or accompany me, im really touched by wat u all said n thanks 4all e encouragement.
i no my standard, and where i stand, but thanks 4e support for me and i will continue to try my best then.
