had 1 of e most horrible day!
all cos of e stupid gems! ARGGGG...
wake up early this morning to prepare to choose e gems,
so have conference call with grace & sam,
while waiting for e time to come,
at e very last min, grace told me that cant use safari,
so i faster ask my cousin, who is beside me,
he has e sas page ready too,
so i quickly sign in at e min,
but first choice, backpacking is not available,
so we quickly select e love relations for life,
so we saw tue class which got 3 seats available,
so we all faster click,
but dono y mine didnt show on my timetable,
tried again, don have still,
and its only then, i realised that my cousin using firefox!
OMG! its really OMG! cos by e time i ask grace they all check 4me, vick to do it for me, everything also gone alr, within e first 3 or 5mins lol.!
and end up grace & sam choose e different class too! although both on tue lol.
so i have no choice, wait for e next time slot which is at 9pm, which i alr prepare to get nothing better too. haix ):
its really so wasted & so careless cos i have e time & choice to choose my gems, but in e end then realise that my cousin use firefox to sign in lol. arg!
so after that went to sch to meet vick, to go saa to c ning & show her my ADD proposal,
took quite some time cos have some changes, so vick left first,
but finally, its done! just left for arthur to sign it & i can pass it bk to ning again,
so hope e SAA will approve all my budgets!
it left 15 mins be4 4pm, my meeting supposed to start,
but sam they all late,
so i met dehui, hermi & some others at fc3 to wait for e rest to come.
i wasnt in e gd mood, partly cos of e morning gems, partly also cos of those yr1 sub com people,
i didnt talk to them be4 i came out of e clubroom be4 my meeting start, cos they don bother to say hi too lolx.
but i also alr prepare to show bad face to them later & scold if i really cant take it, otherwise they will just continue to play play only lol.
so e meeting official starts around 430pm, and first thing i shoot at the guy who is supposed to give me e final games list, and yet he can still smile at me & show me e 3 or 4 pathetic games he tried to recall e nit be4 lol.
i guess only sam, peiyun can sense my mood & change of tone when i talk to him lol.
but after that i decided to settle his part later, and discussed e rest first.
so everyone become very quiet when i was talking and e feeling was tense cos i didnt smile smile, everything in a serious tone & all.
but its only finally talk abt e food, that joel and some others break e silent and dare to speak, and when i have to ask 1 by 1 for opinion lol.
so after that finally came to e last part, games section, i was really so piss off with e attitude he give still, so i really cant control my anger, to say him, and i only raised my voice alittle, and even pass him my last meeting min to show him all e games i have taken down, and forced to give and type out e final game list on e spot lol.
its only then he keep quiet and faster look at it and think and tried to organise e games.
in between, got this yr1 freshie come to e club room too, wanted to give e $ for e coming camp,
but their response and e way they do things is really horrible!
that really make sam & i cant help it to type our own anger in e laptop while waiting for them to settle e thing so as to continue my meeting lol.
haiz, but after that finally long long waiting, e guy finally come out e "final game list" orally, and when i ask again, everything was unsured lol.
but after that i told him to go bk to type it out immediately to me, and i wan all e orders of e games we playing, e materials needed for each games, e helpers needed etc, by e next meeting
cos i wan to try out every game in e next meeting, so if he cant do it by then, i m really going to scold him & he will be out of e team & don even think abt e main com next yr alr, im serious lol.
so after that got a short practice among ourselves be4 e teacher come,
and peiyun msg to me saying that i look fierce just now during e meeting,
but to sam they all, and i, i don even think so, i haven even show any of my temper & anger at them lol, its really nice to them alr lol.
so after lesson, rush bk hm to prepare to register e gems again at 9pm.
and e sas system really suck!
i tried e backpacking again, but don have, so immediately i tried e love relations for life and it shows available, so i quickly click, but donoy it took so long to load, then in e end tell me unsuccessful, then i went bk to check others, its like nothing nice alr lol, even e chinese idom also don have lol, so meanwhile reading at some other gems, like giving up alr, i decided to try e love relations again, and it says 1 more seats, so i quickly click again, but its unsuccessful again, cheat my feelings can! lolx!
then my cousin was telling me if i wan to wait for e next time slot or not, but justnow i was talking to dehui on msn, so i asked him wat he choose,
so he told me this, effective interpersonal communication, then i check, lol, still got 20+ space lol, it must be some not nice one, thaty still got so many, but i got no choice too, so i took that too.
then after that i went to read e explaination of this gems, its like wt... i don even understand la, no idea at all lol, then i saw
The module is conducted through tutorial, discussion and role play. Assessments include written test, quiz, group and pair role play, and class participation.
then i was like siaz....arg....
i don like tests! its wasting my time, my braincell lolx!
and so much things to do, role play even, lolx, arg,,, i really dono how m i going to survive in this gems lolx.
in e end all e gems i will be taking is all not wat i wanted and some nonsense one lol! gems sucks! lolx!
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and i don wan sch to reopen, im not ready to face all e peer pressure, all e assig pressure, and all e things! i even forget and lose e inspiration & motivation to make a new song, and im just going to die soon.
wondering if i can make it to yr3 lol, and that will be e dead end of my life!
haix! ))))))))))))))):
