i just delete the previous post, cos i feel so silly of myself to be hurt by such things, shed my tears for such people. i should not care so much, and after a day of thinking, talking to my dearest friend, i cant be bothered by it anymore alr, cos if that is e real u, its not worth for me at all.
i shouldnt and won care abt what u wan or like to say behind my back, cos as long as i know how i have treat u, and what have i done, is gd enough alr,
i did nothing, so im not afraid of anything,
and i believe time will let people tell e truth, even it doesnt,
I don give a dam! (cant believe i say it this way! shows how much..)
i believe that those people who really know me, knows my character,
and im not like u! so small hearted to do such things, its just so childish!
and i have a bunch of great and true friends that i treasure so much,
so i don need u to be one!

and it just spoil my mood seeing u in sch 2day!
and i cant believe that i have use such a strong word for u, when u r being mentioned to me again.
but its ok, i will forget abt all this soon! and not going to allow this to affect my life at all!