feeling super disappointed at myself after doing the tests, even though i feel that i have learn and improve so much compare to last time, but how can i do stupid careless mistakes which leads to the whole qn wrong or forget to apply those things we learn into the test!
there are only 5 qns in the paper, yet i could already count how badly bad bad i can get, cos there isnt a qn that i did and give the correct answer! haix.
i tried to hold the tears but cant control when i was talking to our lecture after the paper too.
i felt so disappointed and feel to 對不起 to my lecturer too.
she spend so much time teaching me things over again and again during class or after class and i think i have just fail to achieve my or her expectation.
im such a lousy student, such a slow learner,
if all the basic things i know now happen to be a sem or a year earlier, i think i could have learn and do better.
but wat is done has done, there is ngt i can do to change the test,
so i can only pray that my other assigs can really help me to pull through this.
next week is going to be another busy week again
with performance test, BUMS presentation, MIDI test, REMT test, MIDI assig to be hand in where composition 1 yet to be complete and composition 2 yet to start,
performance diary to write for the whole year!
time is passing so fast!
year 2 is ending just in a week's time already.
