i dono y i seems so restless and cant get to slp till really very "early" morning everyday and will slp till noon then wake up lol.
which is very bad as i have waste the whole morning.
actually didnt do much this week,
but been through some hard time at the beginning of the week that i really troubled and cant help it to tear as i felt such a lousy gal. haix.
really kind of tired of the love and being loved game,
its just tiring to get keep pushing and these not only hurts me, its also hurting the other party
so a good advice is not to fall for me i guess?):
but i guess i have asked & talk to the right person that night,
he gave me some comfort and make me realise and have the courage to overcome all these next day no matter its good or bad too. thanks!
(and also my dear elder cousin! the big HUG and little company in the night when i cant slp)
maybe its me thinks too simple for lots of things or really afraid to make changes to my current life? afraid to lose all good friends? i dono. but thank god that things seems to turn better after talking out and after a few days.
but isnt things good and sweet just the way it is now, so why force it to change to make it worst? lolx.
i think its enough of the emo side, some happy times were spent meeting people out for dinner.
watched movies like marley and me, with grace,
touching movie if u are animal lover.
both of us tears, but was kind of irritated by this group of guys/ gals, sitting behind me, as they were so noisy during the show, like keep talking very loudly, saying "the dog sure going to die," "ya, the dog is dying" super annoying lol, so spoil the mood and childish people lol.
watched "He is just not into you" with grace, peiyun, joel.
and the starting of the show just remind me of grace last time. hahahx.
not bad movie.
went to sch 1 day to give grace tennis racket to play with my cousin,
but yet they only played for half an hr! lol, then ask me come all the way from home! but actually im the one who is late, thaty maybe they play so short?
but can the truth is... hahahx. nvm, i know can alr. hahahx.
but after that at least they accompany me for my late dinner tgt too.
always didnt get the chance to go for CO practice,
i dono y, i felt its just so scary and tensed and unapproachable to go in and pract, maybe cos i dono anyone from there too. haix. although i really wan to try to pract on the real YQ, instead of reading the score, but always never get the chance cos of smt + the songs all so hard too.
next week will be the last week i go, before i really decided and make my choice.
and lastly, met SW for dinner, and we really made a good choice in both the dinner and deserts!
dinner have pasta and pizza shared, so like that got stomach to eat desert. hahahx
went to eat desert at canele. we order 2 slices of cakes and i ordered extra hot chocolate. and OHMYGOODNESS! cos the cakes are super super nice! im so loved wit it lol! its really nice that i really cant describe it, i even got a hard time on which 2 cakes to choose to eat lol. hahahx.
although its kind of exp, but its really really nice!!!! hahahx, it just add on to 1 of my fav desert place now alr! hahahx.
i don mind just getting few slices of cake for my bday and that will be enough alr. hahhax.
but the hot chocolate is so disappointing, that i cant even force myself to drink finish lol. but next time im so going to try the rest of the cakes! hahax.
SW has really become 1 of my desert partners alr lolx! hahahx (:
